This is excellent reflection. Keep writing more of this…This type of writing is the beginning of what could go into your exegesis – essay for your project development. Here is the quote from Downton regarding project-based research

http://www.sethkeen.net/blog/2007/06/28/practice-reflection-2/

These candidates are expected to engage in reflection on the assembled evidence of of their achievements to date…They are encouraged to search for themes that have informed their practice…The identification of themes that have evolved usually clarifies for them a number of issues about the nature of their design activity and the practice knowledge evident in it. They begin to tell new stories about their work, new stories elaborate new patterns of inquiry.

As well as making the nature of their work rather clearer as a result of curation and reflection, participants in this program are expected to produce new work through which they find a means to summarise their position at this point and which facilitates ways for them to move forward in their practice. They are encouraged to produce a work of focused speculative power that can contribute to the knowledge of the field.

Peter Downton, ‘Reflections on reflective practices’, Design Research, RMIT University Press, 2003. p.126-7.

Have you checked out what Ali’s doing? He’s working with Video, but there may be some paralleles, with your work.